Paradoxial Relationships.

I have been spending quite a bit of my attention lately focusing & reflecting on human relationships; This has brought me a realization that we as humans attract what our souls need during particular times in our lives, I know it’s not an original thought on my part, it just struck me recently that even those interactions that I see now as toxic still brought lessons I needed desperately to learn.

That someone you are with at any given time is bringing to your spirit just what it is you need to learn from that particular interaction, that someone will bring out in you those life lessons necessary to find your own truths and authenticity. 

Depending on the level
of intimacy (directing your own tailwinds) will dictate how vulnerable you will allow yourself to be with another .And frankly with yourself. But if we remember that everything we see in another is exactly what we are needing to  see in ourselves it might allow us more emotional investment’s. Mirroring those vulnerabilities with kindness toward not just others but importantly towards “Self” helps to get connected in ways that will feed our spirit. And in turn we help feed others.
If we can look upon our relationships with this in mind it can become a natural flow to then find a true kindness towards our self and towards others. Kindness that may very well be the remedy for so much in our own small world of worlds. It merely needs to start within and for ourselves.
Before we convince ourselves that there is nothing any given interaction can bring to our lives we might want to stop, reflect, & examine. Being mindful that which we see in another is just what we need to see in ourselves equates to Life Lessons.
No judgements.
No blame.
Past and current relationships in my life have become life lessons intertwined with those interactions. During times when I couldn’t see the light at the end of ANY tunnel it has become my saving grace knowing that I am able to see the light shine with the much-needed warmth from someone else.
In someone else I find the lessons reflected in what I need to know to live more authentically.
I didn’t always have the grace to see it this way.
When presented with a behavior, or a way of thinking by another that felt conflicted within my own scruples I balked. I judged. I certainly was not feeling abundant unconditional love & kindness.
Now with more emotional intelligence I know this is an echo of that which I still must still learn. 
Learning to live with abundant love for others and for our selves is a kindness we are all worthy of finding, and though we may tend to think of being kind to our selves as something akin to being self-centered… it’s truly not.
Through the interaction with our relationships in life we can learn the arts of unconditional love, forgiveness, and the kindness of acceptance. Even the negatives we can find in relationships bring the positives.
Please, trust me, I am not suggesting abusive behavior, intolerance, or judgement of others is what we should accept. I definitely do not advocate for staying in any relationship that is harmful to you physically, emotionally or spiritually. I do though know from personal experience that even in this type of relationship there was a great value in the lessons about myself I learned. I choose now to see it as such, not hold on to the resentment & anger that only starves my spirit.
Unconditional Love.
Forgiveness.
Kindness.
Acceptance.

There is an authentic grace knowing the great wisdom held in practicing these four acts with others, others can see the light in our faces when we are loving without any conditions, If we can know this and trust this it helps release the light inside of any personal entanglement. It can take us to wonderful heights, the ups and downs of navigating any relationship. It just might become apparent that these ups and downs can bring us clarity & strength. These ups and downs help us to remain grounded and balanced.
We might ask ourselves; what it is that our soul is longing to discover from each person who comes into our lives? It can bring into focus that it really is all about love being the mainstay that feeds what our souls need. To not be so leery or too cautious of what these interactions will bring us leaves our hearts and our minds open.
Embracing the shining lights we may see ins eyes of others, being open to what messages they hold allows our hearts be open, and we feel more approachable to the person we are connecting with. There is always wisdom for our spirits within each other  and the beauty of this is we need no special tools or training to receive and accept these. The things we see in another are maybe the most important things we can pay attention to. The kinds of things that touch our hearts if we just tap in. This very well can bring us that sense of being complete, and allows us to surround our lives with the presence of unconditional love with a genuine authenticity
My life lessons now includes this big paradox about the relationships in my life, that they in fact depend very much on the relationship I have with myself. These relationships that are so significant for me are mirrors of myself, they reflect not only how I am seen by others., but how I see myself.  And that’s pretty cool.
There is always a choice which path to take in our journey so that which our spirit is searching for our authentic self will lead us to.  As if by instincts, if we quiet ourselves, and open our heart every time we feel lost, If we listen, if we engage with others they can bring to our spirits love & life lessons that shape who we are..
If we share openly with those who we surround our small worlds we create deep spiritual connections.
Connections with the human spirit bringing us ever closer to living a life of authenticity, we will find that in knowing our self so intimately that we can become the master of our own destiny.

 

 

 

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13 thoughts on “Paradoxial Relationships.

  1. Wonderful post and timely for me because yesterday I wrangled with a toxic person who came here unannounced and I am still traumatized and trying to figure it all out. Your post is helping me CC – thank you!

  2. Words of wisdom, Lil sis, that you have learned in many painful ways. It was just yesterday that I spoke to a conflicted soul and advised: Our first responsibility in life is to self.
    much love and blessings ~ maxi

    • My dear Maxi, your words always comfort me. I remember trying to reconcile this truth that we first must be responsible to ourselves and my thinking it was selfish. I understand to not do is really where the selfishness lies. We honestly would soon deplete that which we can give others.

      It’s so good to have you back.
      Much love & abundant blessing My big sis,

  3. A great post and certainly makes one think of the various forms of relationships. I have not always thought of the actions or reactions from them individually. But from now might just do this. A great discussion topic.. My lady,, I do love your writings and style. 😉

    • Thank you my kind Sir. It is all those different kinds of relationship that help round out the learning curve to life. Finding it is the being aware that no matter what the interaction with someone is there is always something to be learned.
      That can be powerful intelligence if we open our eyes and hearts to what we see in others.
      Thank you for sharing your thoughts with me, I love the discussion.

  4. My Dear Baroness Sister in the Universe, Isn’t it so true……without interaction there would be no confirmation of the recognition of the beauty that surrounds us, and permeates our souls. No one to tell……We thrive on interactions because without, there is no me, no you, no us…..
    You’re beautiful!
    Cordially, Your Brother
    As always,
    I Remain

    • Dear Groovy,
      So wonderful it is to have this gift of interacting with you. I have always been aware that these interactions with you bring me the most significant reflections & insights. I still marvel at how that happens.

      Always my delight & pleasure to have you share your thoughts with me. You Dave are one of the most genuine people I know. I am so grateful for you my dear brother of the universe.

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